Purple Dragon

Don't bother reading this - it is way too moany for anyone to read.

These bloody pills the Dr has me on are really bringing me down. They aren't making me better at all.

The first week I started not being able to get to sleep and also losing my appetite. My Mum was here, so she made me eat, but it was a struggle and I went down a whole notch on my belt.

This is the 2nd week and I have suffered headaches. Saturday I spent the afternoon in bed with a migraine. It eased a wee bit - enough to come down and get some toast in the evening, but then I was back in bed by 8pm. Had the sore head all day Sunday, was okay yesterday, and today my headache is almost a migraine but fortunately not bad enough that I can't function. I feel sick as a pig though, and I'm struggling to eat my tea. Also down another notch on my belt.

I had a nap this afternoon because I am still so tired all the time, and the pain in my chest goes from 'just there' to 'bloody sore' with no let up. Actually, that isn't true. I had one day where I didn't have the pain at all. One day.

I am actually starting to feel emotionally bad as well. Before I started taking these pills, I just felt ill and fed up with it. Now I am feeling ill and depressed about it. I can recognise the symptoms of actual depression because I've had it before (which is why I think the Dr thinks that is what is actually wrong with me now) and I didn't feel depressed before I started on these pills. I'm not succumbing to it though.

I see the Dr again on Thursday morning, and I am going to tell him to keep his pills. I think I would rather have the continual pain than this.

Our last remaining rabbit spent the winter in the garage. Not much fun for a rabbit, I have to say, although it is warmer than outside so he was less likely to freeze to death in the sub zero conditions we often have up here.

Today the weather is so cracking that I have pulled his cage to the front of the door to let the light shine into his day quarters, and he is loving it. He doesn't knowwhich side to bask in the sunlight first!

One I have the outside run repaired and ready for the summer, I can get him out in that and onto fresh grass. He'll be beside himself with joy I can imagine

Do you have moles in your garden, or in your locale?

The folk at Molewatch are doing a survey, and would be grateful if you would record your moles at

http://molewatch.org.uk

Go on! It's interesting

This terrifies me, completely

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vuBo4E77ZXo

I've talked about the RFID chips before, and how we are being forced into a corner, where every move we make, everything we buy, every interest we have, is monitored and tracked.

It used to be that if you were 'the red under the bed' you had a file. Now everyone has a file.

What sort of person feels they need to control people, control the whole world?

It makes me mad. And it makes me feel helpless.