I have decided that my blog is exactly that : the Boring Log Of Gloom.

I really don't have anything cheerful to say.

I have been feeling rotten again, and it has been diagnosed as hyperthyroid. I am so sick of feeling ill. I am slipping into a depression here, feeling betrayed by my body. Basically it is all autoimmune - the eye thing, the costochondritis, and now this - my body is slowly destroying itself and the 'me' part is SO over it all.

I look terrible. My eyes are drooping, I've really lost too much weight (haha on me for suffering the diet for so many months only to lose 6lbs in 10 days without even trying), and I can barely walk the length of myself.

The pills I am on apparently can destroy your white blood cells, so the likelihood of this continual cough going anytime soon is pretty unlikely. Sometimes I am coughing so hard that I can't breathe.

Ack. SO I won't be boring you all for a while, till I feel beter. Even *I* don't want to read this crap.